i miss you

The past 3 weeks have been the best and worst part of my life. After being single for a long time, I finally met someone who was there to truly love me. The past 3 weeks, I learned a lot about relationships, the ups and downs of loving and being loved. Although we’ve been together only for a short time, I can sincerely say that I love him so much. I always wanted to see him, hear him and feel him. I just couldn’t get enough of him. Aside from this, I felt something that I never felt before; I was willing to do almost anything just to make him happy. No, I’m not obsessed. I know the difference. It was pure love. Now, I won’t be able to see him or talk to him due to some reasons I do not want to disclose here. The point is I can’t do anything about it. All I have to do is wait…

I wrote a letter below, hoping that he would read it someday... when he gets back.

I want to tell you these things… I want you to know what I feel and remind you of what I always tell you. I felt something the first time I saw you, something that no words can explain. I thought it would just fade away, but it didn’t. When we ate breakfast that morning, you just don’t know how happy I am to spend time with you; I was wearing a mask, hiding my smile for you not to notice how much I like you. And those times that we spent together during the storm, was one of the best days of my life. Loving you was one of the best things that happened to me. I learned things that I’ve been wanting to know for the longest time, and that’s because of you. I found a part of myself through you. Lastly, I always tell you this, and I just want to say it again, I love you, I really do. And wherever this road takes us, I just want you to know that I will wait for you. My love will always be here for you… I miss you.