I'll get over this

Have you ever had a phase in your life where you feel that everything is a mess? Have you ever felt so alone that you want to cry but there’s just not a single tear coming out of your eyes? Have you ever been so tired of waking up and not look forward to anything that will happen for the day? Have you ever wished for a miracle so bad that almost every hour you day dream of the time it will some true? These are the things that I’m going through right now. I feel so bad. I just can’t explain how depressing my state is right now.